Reframed by the cold

Holly proud berries declare Advents chill coming

Castor-oil plants wilt lampshades light-green

Beige grit grips tight to the line of my treading

As wet crunching pathways disturb pigeons unseen

Clumping bamboo give sway to rose garden

Fragrant cut grass held captive by ice

A grey-hound in fur coat is dragged like an anchor

Delicate paws beneath sorrowful eyes

Haw frost show contours of squirrel deep searching

Twig trees survive by the skin of rats teeth

Wailing small children held snug by ‘Good’ ratings

Distantly join blue magpies bold grief

Rosehips and hedging and dampened stone walling

Border sweet Carmen’s park bench brass plaque

‘Enter each day with a grateful heart’ soothing

This stagnant breath morning to freshen its track.   

For my work colleague Carmen Alfonso who died too soon.

I usta believe

I usta believe in the rise and the fall

Of my virtual share in computerful worlds

I usta to link all of the love in my  store

To good and bad fortune that knocked at my door

My belief was a thing, something close to my skin

A bling-ring that sparkled at arms length in spring

It would shine out so brightly as new summers begin

That I’d leave it for another as my cold winters drew in  

But now I am trying to live differently

In each breath I grow faith that so gracefully

You already fill me, and you constantly kiss me

That as you guide, love and lift me

Your all knowing self still finds time to forgive me.